i did not know the day here, when i sat at my desk,

it has seemed of no importance,

a while, the focus being elsewhere.

do we like the patterns, the state of play,

to keep our days comfortable

and confined.

should we break out, and let life engulf us fully.

they asked yesterday, at last,

and outside of my routine,

i said it  simply,

and it rang like a bell, clear and true.

i cannot write those words here.

i looked and know the day today.

88 secrets.

i cannot tell